Friday, July 10, 2009
Feelin' the Love?
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
*Cue Suspenseful Music*
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
Traffic Surfing
What am I waiting for?
This is what I ask myself daily
And half-heartedly I try to respond
Yeah, this is why all my luck is failing
And I am shedding all of the ideals that I've donned
My feet are to the grass
Like the sun in the sky
I just go around and around
Never think to ask why
And if the sun asked why
Well we'd all die
And you're tempting me
To come walk into traffic
You're tempting me
To go out of my comfort zone
You're tempting me
To trust where I'm going
You're telling me
The road I'm on is home
And these gold and silver days
Have fallen pray to pain
And the hardest questions
Are the ones I'm asking myself
And the sun fell down in rays
But today it's not the same
Because for the first time
I took my memories off the shelf
And you're tempting me
To come walk into traffic
You're tempting me
To go out of my comfort zone
You're tempting me
To trust where I'm going
You're telling me
The road I'm on is home
Then I am a child again
And I'm falling into a brand new day
I can really act wild again
And you're slowly walking away...
And you're tempting me
To come walk into traffic
You're tempting me
To go out of my comfort zone
You're tempting me
To trust where I'm going
You're telling me
The road I'm on is home
And you're no longer my crutch
And I'm no longer waiting
You suspected as much
And the screen is fading...
And you're tempting me
To come walk into traffic
You're tempting me
To go out of my comfort zone
You're tempting me
To trust where I'm going
You're telling me
The road I'm on is home
The road I'm on is home
Just Remember to Take Deep Breaths
I'm taking deep breathes
Keeping my temper in check
Going backwords from ten
Starting over again
Cause my fists are still clenched
Tightly here on the dining table
And you don't even notice
I'm biting my tongue
It's over, it's done
The war has been won
Via out of court lawyers
They're just out of court liars
I could slit my wrists
To the sound of all your complaints
"You're a fake, You're a fake"
I could just sit
And glare at you all
I'm not a puppet or doll
And I'm tired.
Tap tap goes my knuckle on your door frame
You don't want to talk to me and I don't want to play your game
Shut up and go away
That's all I have to say
I'm biting my tongue
It's over, it's done
The war has been won
Via out of court lawyers
They're just out of court liars
I could slit my wrists
To the sound of all your complaints
"You're a fake, You're a fake"
I could just sit
And glare at you all
I'm not a puppet or doll
And I'm tired.
I'm dying Baby, absolutely dying
Forget about crying Baby; I wasted my life crying
I'm not patient enough any more
To waste my time trying
On some impossible cause
(We all know that I'm lying)
I'm biting my tongue
It's over, it's done
The war has been won
Via out of court lawyers
They're just out of court liars
I could slit my wrists
To the sound of all your complaints
"You're a fake, You're a fake"
I could just sit
And glare at you all
I'm not a puppet or doll
And I'm tired.
Your sitting there,
Oblivious
To me clenching my teeth
And flinching when you make a joke
And inside I'm begging you to stay silent
Because my heart can't take
Me holding this in for much longer
I'm putting a new address
On this old loneliness
No longer keeping it inside
I will never have to hide
The times I've lied
Or my own pride
Now that I've died
I can reside
Away from the sighes you've sighed
And closer and closer to me stiching your mouth shut.
To My Least Dearest Christopher...
Bruises cover
Your face and your arms
You were living off ink and
Lucky charms
Empty bottle of ADs
Lying on your nightstand
They never worked, just made you feel like
Dying again
The blood in your veins
Pounds as the noose cuts off
Your circulation
Now would be a good place
And time to have
A revelation
Then the rope snaps
And the room spins into hectic pitch black
Your best friends runs in
And begs you,
Please come back
Oh, will you please come back
Thrashing in your sleep
Even you realize that
You are in way too deep
It's a losing battle and,
You just need to calm right down
Don't fight the light
Just fight the darkness
And soon the rest will come around
A loaded gun
Painful in every retrospect
Tonight's been fun
For everyone else
Hey are you done?
The bar is, shutting down
Yeah you're done
With this
Blackhole of a town
The sound system here is rad
Or so every tells you
ID checks are bad
Sounds like your kind of place
You're getting mad
At the lights that are blinking
Cause they've got you thinking
Of your time spent in the
Black
Black...
Thrashing in your sleep
Even you realize that
You are in way too deep
It's a losing battle and,
You just need to calm right down
Don't fight the light
Just fight the darkness
And soon the rest will come around
Peddle to the floor
Of your car
It's very nearly midnight
And you're wishing on a star
Pay no attention to the lights
Flashing green, red, and gold
These are your last nights
Or so you've been told
Told
Told
Your apartments empty
Which makes sense 'cause no one's living with you
Moon light pulsing through your artery's
What's a poor kid to do?
It's 11:11
And all you wish is to get to know you
They find you passed out
Under the covers
And there's every name
Of your ex-friends and ex-lovers
This is getting old
They all say it but don't help anything
Any
Thing...
Thrashing in your sleep
Even you realize that
You are in way too deep
It's a losing battle and,
You just need to calm right down
Don't fight the light
Just fight the darkness
And soon the rest will come around
Hear there voices
Know your choices
Nobody
Can stop you now ('Cause you're too far gone)
Trust this douvet
Where you'll
Always stay
Not to give you away (Until the tiresome dawn)
Dawn
Thrashing in your sleep
Even you realize that
You are in way too deep
It's a losing battle and,
You just need to calm right down
Don't fight the light
Just fight the darkness
And soon the rest will come around
And God knows they'll come around
Think of all the liquor you have downed
Up on the stage
In a rage
You know your homebound
Fly to the floor
And ask for more
And getting it the form
Of going black
Of never coming back
Never coming back
Never coming back
NEVER COMING BACK
Thursday, June 4, 2009
Silly Colour Song
Red is the colour of the blood beating through my heart right now
But Babe, you don't carry anyhow
Cause Red is also
The colour of love
Like the kind you have for her
She's like some sort mind reader
Keeping you amazed
Orange.
Nothing rhymes with orange.
Such a fickle word
Like those that I have heard
Up from my bedroom floor
Gold.
Cause it's classier than just plain
Yellow.
But the truth still remains
It's exactly the same
As her perfect summer hair
Green.
With envy at your new love,
Because my tongue's tied in a knot
Why did she have to be so hot?
Just Kiddin!
(No I'm Not)
Blue.
How I feel when she's with you.
I'm sad and sobbin'
Your hearts black as a robin
But what am I gonna do?
Purple.
Like a haze watching over me
Cause now I'm finally startin' to see
That the boy sittin' next to me
In underclassmen trigonometery
Is
Gorgeous
Done.
My rainbow relationship
Is over, Enjoy your girl, because her brother is too!
One.
I find another to be with
Because I know I ain't wastin' my time on you.
At the end of every rainbow is a pot of gold.
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So, this is a silly song I wrote, just messing around. It's not serious at all, just rhyming about colours. XD