Just Remember to Take Deep Breaths

I'm taking deep breathes

Keeping my temper in check

Going backwords from ten

Starting over again

Cause my fists are still clenched

Tightly here on the dining table

And you don't even notice

I'm biting my tongue

It's over, it's done

The war has been won

Via out of court lawyers

They're just out of court liars

I could slit my wrists

To the sound of all your complaints

"You're a fake, You're a fake"

I could just sit

And glare at you all

I'm not a puppet or doll

And I'm tired.

Tap tap goes my knuckle on your door frame

You don't want to talk to me and I don't want to play your game

Shut up and go away

That's all I have to say

I'm biting my tongue

It's over, it's done

The war has been won

Via out of court lawyers

They're just out of court liars

I could slit my wrists

To the sound of all your complaints

"You're a fake, You're a fake"

I could just sit

And glare at you all

I'm not a puppet or doll

And I'm tired.

I'm dying Baby, absolutely dying

Forget about crying Baby; I wasted my life crying

I'm not patient enough any more

To waste my time trying

On some impossible cause

(We all know that I'm lying)

I'm biting my tongue

It's over, it's done

The war has been won

Via out of court lawyers

They're just out of court liars

I could slit my wrists

To the sound of all your complaints

"You're a fake, You're a fake"

I could just sit

And glare at you all

I'm not a puppet or doll

And I'm tired.

Your sitting there,

Oblivious

To me clenching my teeth

And flinching when you make a joke

And inside I'm begging you to stay silent

Because my heart can't take

Me holding this in for much longer

I'm putting a new address

On this old loneliness

No longer keeping it inside

I will never have to hide

The times I've lied

Or my own pride

Now that I've died

I can reside

Away from the sighes you've sighed

And closer and closer to me stiching your mouth shut.